2017.7.0201-1100 Hevea is a part of me.

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The RubberNaut (as of @25.1207 with 337,641 words)
00.00 Front pages
00.0100(px) FOREWARD
00.0110 FORWARD
00.0102 Epistolary? What the hell is that? (Important!)
00.0121 ways to this epistolary parable could benefit you
00.0230 Author's Notes
00.0800 Mysticism
00.0801 Recommended Reading
00.
00.0900 About the AI's
00.00 IMPORANT!
00.00 IMPORANT! (Duplicate)
00.05 Front pages (Duplicate)
00.0100(px) FOREWARD
00.0102 Epistolary? What the hell is that? (Important!)
00.0121 ways to this epistolary parable could benefit you
00.0230 Author's Notes
00.0800 Mysticism
00.0900 About the AI's
2016: WHERE - HAHNESTERY (to PNR (Rabbit hole))
2016.101-0900[5](px) I need a job! (ver.1)
2016.101-1100(px3) The Hahnestery
16.0106-0900(px) Almost a week
2016.0113-0900(px) I don't want to fuck this up!
2016.0116-0930 The job is settling down to 2-3 hours a day
2016.0116-0900=ai=Meet Henry (Jame's brother)
2016.0117-0900(px) My "quarters"!
2016.0124-1010=ai= Why is Thalia well suited for isolation
2016.0124xy1003 Why is Thalia well suited for isolation
2016.0125-0900 Who is Henry Hahn
2016.0201-0900(px) As predicted, I seldom worked past noon
2016.0202-0900 Solo-ish
2016.0211-9999 More About Frank
2016.0213-0900 I'm not emotionally attached to my garments
2016..0214-0900(px) Keyholder
2016..0225-0900(px) The Apron
2016..0305-0000 ______ WHO IS LORRAINE? ______
2016..0305-0900=ai= Who is Lorraine?
2016..0305-0905 Lorraine was also a makeup artist
2016..0305-0910(px) Loraine's Backstory
2016..0305-0915=ai= Who is Lorraine?
2016.0305-1000=ai= SUMMAR?Y: who is Lorraine
2016..0308-0900 Ok for James to take picture of Thalia?
2016..0321-0900 - Thalia begins wearing 'stealth' rubber,
2016..0405-0900(px) Spent whole life hiding fetish
2016.406-0900(px)=ai= Profile of James
2016.406-0900=ai= James was in a monastery
2016.503-0900(px) They _may_ know about my blog
2016.523-0900(px) The Logging company
2016.524-0900=ai= I live two lives in two worlds
2016.524-1000=ai= Otherness
2016.624-0900 James teaches me to meditate
2016.627-0900=ai= My suit is my Temenum
2016.914-0900 Jx &Tx are my friend
2016.231 Discovered!
2017 - WHAT ENCHANTMENT - Hevea & Fetish Theory & Obsession
2017.7.0 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
2017.7.0000-0012 EXPAND THIS: Part of my life is In the Closet, deeply
2017.7.0000-1200 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
2017.7.0003-0900=AI= Thalia explains her secret
2017.7.0100-0000______ Who is Hevea (formerly Mistress_Hevea)_____
2017.7.0101-0800(px) PNR -- Morning After
2017.7.0101-0900=ai= Summary of Chapter 17: Enchantment
2017.7.0101-0935 J&L call it an "Enchantment"
2017.7.0102-0900 Enchantment - Magic Spell
2017.7.0103-2235=ai= Rubber Fetish and the Quest for Self-Acceptance
2017.7.0104-0900 Thalia reveals her fetish history
2017.7.0105-0900_ai_Anthropology of 'Fetish'
2017.7.0105-0910_ai_Anthropology of 'Fetish'
2017.7.0105-0915_ai_ Anthropology of 'Fetish'
2017.7.0106-1200 Lorraine asks Thalia to share fetish fantasies
2017.7.0112-0900Years of repression
2017.7.0107-0900=ai= What is rubber fetish(q)
2017.7.0108-00900=ai= Hevea as 'spirit of rubber fetish'
2017.7.0110-0910 Origins of my fetish
17.0111-0000 _______'Otherness'_________
2017.7.0111-0900=ai= Concept of 'Otherness'
2017.7.0115-0816=ai= Lorraine invites M_H to dinner
2017.7.0116 How do you want to live your life?
17.0121 The Hahns ask a lot of questions about
2017.7.0122 Hahn-ish Curiosity
2017.7.0125-0000__ THE GOAL - Rubber-colored Lenses __
2017.7.0125-0830 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
2017.7.0125-0900 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
2017.7.0125-0930 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
2017.7.0125-0945 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
2017.7.0125-1000 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
2017.7.0125-9901 The SensDep suit concept (Summary of)
2017.7.0126-0900 The Timed Key Holder Boxes.
17.0128
2017.7.0201-0000___ HEVEA intro __
2017.7.0201-0900 Who is Mistress_Hevea_
2017.7.0201-0930 Introducing, Hevea
2017.7.0201-1000 Who is 'Hevea'?
2017.7.0203-1100 M_H is Thalia_s sexuality but Thalia
2017.7.0201-0900 invitation to dinner
2017.7.0201-0930 I give my fetish a name (1st instance Hevea)
2017.7.0201-1100 Hevea is a part of me.
2017.7.0206-0900atx Why are helping me with my fetish?
2017.7.0206-0910=ai= Why are helping me with my fetish?
2017.7.0209-0900=ai= Philosophies applicable to rubber fetish(q)
2017.7.0209-0930=ai= how deep rubber fetishism can be Stociism
2017.7.0209-0945=ai= Relationship between Stoicism and Rubber Fetish
2017.7.0212-0000__ Masochism __Pleasure under duress
2017.7.0212-0139=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
2017.7.0212-0830 Am I a masochist?
2017.7.0212-0845=ai= Masochism aspects of Deep rubber fetish
2017.7.0212-0900 Rubber Fetish as Masochism
2017.7.0212-0905=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism and Enchantment
2017.7.0212-0910=ai= Exploring the Masochism of My Rubber Fetish
2017.7.0212-0910=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
2017.7.0212-0930=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
2017.7.0212-1000=ai= Pleasure Under Duress (masochism)
2017.7.0212-1030=ai= Is there a masochistic element in rubber fetish(q)
2017.7.0212-0920 I'm a masochist
2017.7.213-0000__ Gimpness _
2017.7.0214-0001a A General Theory of GIMPNESS
2017.7.0213-0910=ai= Explain why Thalia is/is not a rubber gimp
2017.7.0213-0923=ai= Gimpness is surrendering to your own depth
2017.7.0213-0930=ai= Gimps explained /described
2017.7.0213-1000=ai= Gimpness vs. 100%/100%
2017.7.0213-1030=ai= Gimpness vs. 100%/100%
2017.7.0214
2017.7.0213-0645 Main Interests
2017.7.0216-0900 Lorraine wants to _assist_
2017.7.0217-1030 Hahn-ish Curiosity
2017.7.0219-0900(px) It's love, not punishment or penance
2017.7.0224-0900 My bookmarks to Lorraine
2017.7.0224-0900 Pandora's Box of Rubberotica
2017.7.0300-0000 __ INTERNAL SLAVERY ___
2017.7.0213-1100 Logging Layers in HITEz: baths & vacations
2017.7.0300-0900=ai= Thalia explains the idea of 'Internal Slavery'
2017.7.0300-0901=ai= Thalia explains the idea of 'Internal Slavery'(condensed)
2017.7.0300-1230 Internal Enslavement is all about _devotion
2017.7.0300-1300=ai= Internal Enslavement and Hevea
2017.7.0300-1330=ai= Applying InternaSlavery to rubber
2017.7.0302-1000___ HEVEA as Dominatrix? ___
2017.7.0302-1007=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
2017.7.0302-1020=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
2017.7.0302-1030=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
2017.7.0302-1040=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
2017.7.0303-0900=ai= general concept of 'Deep rubber fetish' .md
2017.7.0305-0900.1(px)=ai= - synthesis of Who is Lorraine?
2017.7.0306-0000 ___ 100%/100% is OK ___
2017.7.0306-1200 Lorraine asks Thalia to share fetish fantasies
2017.7.0306-1205 Lorraine asks Thalia to share fetish fantasies
2017.7.0306-1230 Invite to 100%/100% by Lorraine
2017.7.0306-1245 Lorraine invites Hevea to dinner
2017.7.0306-1300 Total Enclosure -- I'll do 90% X 2 all of the time
2017.7.0306-1450 The Less-than 100%/100% Problem
2017.7.0307-0900(px) Helping other Rubberists evolve
2017.7.0308-0800 The Weighted Armbinder
2017.7.0312-0900 OK to work in rubber
2017.7.0313-0900 What does Hevea want? Rules?
2017.7.0314-0900 is OK to wear rubber
2017.7.0315-0900=ai= Monastery of Rubber and Spirituality
2017.7.0316-0900 My Three Amigoes: Tom, Dick and Harry
2017.7.0320-0900=ai= Objectification -- Why?
2017.7.0321-0900 Hevea's Prime Directive
2017.7.0404-0800(px) Hevea leads. I follow
2017.7.0405-0800=ai= Hevea leads. I follow
2017.7.0407-0800 constant state of sexual tension
2017.7.0412-0900 Lorraine does leather crafts
2017.7.0414-0800 Larry, the guy next door
2017.7.0423-1200 I ride Sarah to the mailbox and grating
2017.7.0426-0900 My SkinSuit
2017.7.0502-0945 Hood as gift from Hahns
2017.7.0512-0901=ai= Thalia does housework in her suit
2017.7.0515.1_ai_ Fetish Monastery: A Journey into Self-Discovery
2017.7.0519-0000___ SOLO nature of fetish __
2017.7.0519-0900=ai= Explain the solo nature of a fetish
2017.7.0519-0910=ai= Explain the SOLO nature of a fetish
2017.7.0519-0910=ai= Explain the SOLO nature of a fetish
2017.7.0519-0920=ai= Explain the solo nature of a fetish
2017.7.0520-0900=ai= Depth and Solo Nature of Thalia's Rubber fetish
2017.7.0519-0900 Lorraine's bling appliques and suit repairs
2017.7.0519-1056 Rubber Fetish Solo
2017.7.0527-0800 Lorraine wants to play
2017.7.0600___ TULPA ___
2017.7.0600-0800 Hevea is the roommate in my head
2017.7.0602-0900=ai= of EXAMPLE of narrative with Hevea
2017.7.0605-0900=ai= Example dialogue:: Thalia and Hevea
2017.7.0605-0910=ai= Example dialogue: Thalia and Hevea
2017.7.0605-0915(px) Rubber fetish personified as a tulpa
2017.7.0605-0930=ai= Example dialogue:: Thalia and Hevea
2017.7.0612-0900 Is Hevea a Tulpa_ What is that
2017.7.0612-0910=ai= James explains 'Tulpas'
2017.7.0607-0900 Finger on Hand of House
2017.7.0608-0020 Hevea2Thalia dialogue examples.
2017.7.0623-0900(px) What turns me on
2017.7.0625-0901=ai= Wearing the 99.5_ TE suit
2017.7.0627-0800=ai= Tell me a story about a rubber tree and a philosopher
2017.7.0702-0800 Ideal skinsuit
2017.7.0712-0845 Am I a masochist?
2017.7.0712-0900(px) Frolicking
2017.7.0806-0900(px) One picture is 1000 words
2017.7.0816-0800 Happy
2017.7.0900__ HITEz ___
2017.7.0900-0645 HITEz: A Simple Way to Measure Rubber Experiences
2017.7.0900-0700=ai= What the hell are HITEz?
2017.7.0900-0800 What are HITEz?
2017.7.0900-0815=ai= What the hell are HITEz?
2017.7.0900-0830 HITEz are a metric of 100%/100%
2017.7.0900-0845 HITEz are like money
2017.7.0900-0900 HITEz; a metric of rubbering experience
2017.7.0900-0945 Hitez are simply a measure of devotion to Hevea
2017.7.0900-1025 HITEz: A Simple Way to Measure Rubber Experiences
2017.7.0900-1300 consistency is important in a metric system.
2017.7.0900-1945=ai= How HITEz can help fetish be a path to self-actualization
2017.7.0900-1438 HITEz Rulez: the 'Prime Directive'
2017.7.0900-1530 RuleZ for HITEz
2017.7.0902-0000__ HITEz Quota System ___
2017.7.0902-0800 What Hevea wants - a Quota system
2017.7.0902-0900 =ai=HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
2017.7.0902-0907=ai= HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
2017.7.0902-1200 Quota fixation
2017.7.0902-0900 if Fail to Meet Quota
2017.7.0902-0907=ai= HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
2017.7.0905-0947 Homage vs. Veneration vs Worship
2017.7.0906-0900 Anerobia
2017.7.0906-0900.ai. HITEz are a form of Predicament Bondage.
2017.7.0906-0901 Anerobia
2017.7.0908-0900 I am 'sort of' in charge of what I wear & do
2017.7.0912 I Become a Model
2017.7.0913-0999=ai= The Grind - persistence
2017.7.0915-0000 ___ the GRIND ___
2017.7.0904-0900=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
2017.7.0904-0910=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
2017.7.0911_ai_MistralInstruct - the GRIND is mollific
2017.7.0912-0900=ai= The Grind
2017.7.0915-0800=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
2017.7.0915-0900 the GRIND is mollification to Hevea
2017.7.0915-1005=ai= Quota is a motivator to overcome The Grind
2017.7.0916=ai= the GRIND is mollification to Mistr
2017.7.0916=ai= the GRIND is mollification t
2017.7.0922=ai= What is relationshiop between HITEz and The Grind
2017.7.0923=ai= Relationshiop between HITEz and The Grind
2017.7.0915-1105 A mountain the must be climbed
2017.7.092016.ai= How does wearing rubber affect one's mental state
2017.7.0917-0900(px)=ai= Masochism or rubbersexual?
2017.7.0918-1000(px) Lorraine suggests wear her collars
2017.7.0919 My life is based on HITEz
2017.7.094-0900 HITEz provide Purpose and Meaning
2017.7.1
2017.7.1.1005-0910=ai= The 99.5_ Ordeal
2017.7.1010-0800 Dreams - 'Fight Club'
2017.7.1013 The Basic Idea of my Insanity
2017.7.1017-0900(px) Adventure Mode
2017.7.1023-9999 Keyholders
2017.7.1027 Lorraine will help with HITEz quota
2017.7.1105-0900 why Thalia likes edging
2017.7.1109-0800 Dealing with Pee
2017.7.1109-0830=ai= Dealing with Pee (dialogue)
2017.7.1110-0800 The Lawyer made me do it
2017.7.1112-1200=ai= describe riding a horse
2017.7.1115-0800 my _safe_ room_
2017.7.1115-1100(a) DISCOVERED BY RAMONA & grandson
2017.7.1200-0800 =ai= Housekeeping
2017.7.1201-0800 The Weighted Armbinder
2017.7.1225-1200(px) Christmas Dinner
2017.7.1225-1200=ai= Christmas Dinner
2017.7.1225=ai=$ Remembering Coming Out - a year later
2017.7.9 What M_H wants - a Quota system
2018: (MM) - LATEXISTENTIALISM - Finding Meaning (Spirituality) -CHAP NOTES
2018.0000 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
2018.0100-0900=ai= Latexistenialism vs. Gomu Yoku vs. R.A.S.P.
2018.0005 outline of the chapter 18
2018.0010-0800 MM - TTOSBT - find Meaning in my Fetish (CHAPTER SYNOPSIS)
2018.0101- 0901(px) Rubber is my _Enchantment_, This is
2018.0201-0800(px) Experience Design
2018.0315-0800 What Hevea wants
2018.0319-0800=ai= Theory of Total Enclosure
2018.0401-0900(px) Cannot do 100%-100%
2018.0600___ THE_ MIRROR -Grok - MOMENT __
2018.0601-0800 ****The_ Mirror Moment****
2018.0601-0800=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0601-0900 Epiphany! I'm a RubberNaut!
2018.0601-0900(px) It has been 18 months since my Coming Out
2018.0601-0910=ai= GOAL: to 'go so far into my fetish I might come out the other side'
2018.0601-0910=ai= GOAL: to 'go so far into my fetish I might come out the other side' (Duplicate)
2018.0601-0935_ai_ how rubber fetish relates to
2018.0601-1200_a.i_ Finding Meaning in My Fetish
2018.0601-1203=ai= TTOSBT: My big epiphany
2018.0601-1230 - Latexistentialism - Discovering
2018.0601-2130=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0602-0900 Quest for Growth Through Rubber Fet
2018.0602-0900(px) Slave collar
2018.0603-0000_________ the VOW _______
2018.0603-0900 The VOW
2018.0603-0920 =ai= Journal Entry -- Latex Embrace
2018.0603-0925 =ai= Journal Entry -- Latex Embrace
2018.0605-0000__ How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT _no particular order
2018.0605-0222=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-0930_ai_ how rubber fetish relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1103=ai= .How Thalia applies TTOSBT to rubber fetish
2018.0605-1300=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1517=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1519=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1541=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1542=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1610=ai= THow Thalia Relates to TTOSBT (SUMMARY)
2018.0605-1625=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-1630=ai= Thalia's Journal Entry
2018.0605-1655=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-2126=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
2018.0605-2133=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT.md
2018.0805-0251=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT.
2018.0606-0900 Practicalities Intrude
2018.0607-0900 I cannot do the 100%/100% Vow.
2018.0608
2018.0607-0900 Taking baths
2018.0608-0000 ___ Latexistentialism_______
18.0600-0100 NOTES from Latexistialism
2018.0600-0960=ai=Explain Latexistenialism (10,50 and 100 words)
2018.0608-0910=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=~27m wrds)
2018.0608-0915=ai= Epxplain 'Latexistentialilsm'
2018.0608-0920=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
2018.0608-0925=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
2018.0608-0930=ai= explain 'latexistentialism'
2018.0608-0935=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
2018.0608-0940=ai= explain 'latexistentialism'
2018.0608-0942=ai= Explain Latexistentialism
2018.0608-0945=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
2018.0608-0950 =ai= Explain Latexistentialism
2018.0608-0955 =ai= Explain Latexistentialism
2018.0608.0023(px)=ai= Mysticism vs. Spirituality vs. Existentialism
2018.0609-0900 Sensory Overload
2018.0610-0900 Love- hate relationship with my fetish
2018.0611-0900 Meaningless Pleasure
2018.0615-0901_ai._ The Quest for Ataraxia
2018.0701(px)=a= It's not a bug, it's a feature
2018.0709-0900=ai= Spirituality is Quest for Meaning
2018.0712-0800 Askēsis' is a Greek word that means "exercise" or "training."
2018.0715-0900.99 She discovers unexpected advantages to Enclosure
2018.0715-0900(px) Cannot do 100%
2018.0715.0001 Cosplay ideas
2018.0801-0900(px) Lorraine's 'xBling' Jewelry
2018.0816-0900 Orgasm Marathon
2018.0913-0900=??= Devotion Through Pleasure.
2018.1112-0900(px) Damp, cold environment
2018.1121.0000=??= I adopt Carpe Rubber Diem attitude
2018.1202-0900 Protocols: penalty Months/bi-weeks
2018.1225-1400=ai= Christmas Dinner
2018.1225-1632$=ai= Christmas Dinner
2018.1225$=ai= Christmas Dinner
2018.1912-0800 MEMO from Hevea
2019: HOW - GOMU YOKU - The Art of Rubber FLOW
2019.0000 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
2019.0100-0900=ai= What is Gomu Yoku?
2019.0101
2019.0003-0900=ai= DEFS: Mysticism vs. Spirituality vs. Existentialism
2019.0004-0900=ai=Explain the concept and practice of Gomu Yoku
2019.0101-0900 =ai= what is Gomu Yoku and how could SMART goals of FLOW be applied to it?
2019.0101-0930=ai= We develop the concept of Gomu Yoku
2019.0105-0900=ai= Comparing Gomu Yoku with Yoga
2019.0105-1010=ai= Which Type of Yoga Most Resembles Gomu Yoku?
2019.0105-1100=ai= Speculating on a "Yoga of Deep Rubber Fetish"
2019.0105-1200=ai= Is Gomu Yoku a Type of Yoga?
2019.0105-1300=ai= Which Type of Yoga Most Resembles Gomu Yoku?
2019.0106 =??= Meditation-- breat
2019.0106-0900=ai= How Gomu Yoku utilizes breathwork
2019.0107-0900 =ai= Self-Actualisation is the primary goal of Gomu Yoku
2019.0110-0900=ai= Thalia's first GY experience
2019.02027-0930=ai= Rubber vs. Yoga
2019.0209-0000_________ TANTRIC SHAMANISM _____
2019.0209-1000=ai= Tantric shamanism
2019.0209-1030=ai= Tantric Sexual Practices and Ethics
2019.0209-1100=ai= What is Tantric Shamanism?
2019.0222-1135=ai= How HITEz relate to FLOW?
2019.0223
2019.0224
2019.0225
2019.0225-0000_________ RubberFLOW ___(a.k.a. RubberSpace)
2019.0225-0130=ai= Understanding FLOW and Its Relationship to Gomu Yoku
2019.0225-0142=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-0211=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-0612=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-0900=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-0905=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-0920=ai= Flow and Its Relationship to Gomu Yoku
2019.0225-1000=ai= Gomu Yoku as Experience Design for Peak Experiences
2019.0225-1020=AI= Gomu Yoku = Finding Flow in Rubber and Nature
2019.0225-1030=AI= Gomu Yoku = Finding Flow in Rubber and Nature
2019.0225-2113=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-2127=ai= RubberFLOW explained
2019.0225-2207=ai= Gomu Yoku and RubberFLOW explained
2020.0. =ai= Rubberspace =
2018.0105-0900(px)=ai- RubberFLOW
2019.0225-0945=ai= Masochism as an Aspect of Deep Rubber Fetish
2019.0225-1010=ai= Mysticism vs. Spirituality vs. Existentialism via DRF
2019.0226-0900=ai=　　Whispers of the Forest: The Gomu Yoku Journey
2019.0227-0900(px) A Yoga of Rubber
2019.0227-0900(px)=ai= The Sacred Space of the Mirror
2019.0228-0900 Rubber Sentience
2019.0228-1000 Rubber Sentience
2019.0228-0900 Sweeping is the key concept to TEMeditation.
2019.0228-0910=ai=(px) Sweeping: A Meditation Practice in Total Rubber Enclosure
2019.0306-0900 The Weighted Armbinder
2019.0306-0900 =ai160= kink as tantric yoga
2019.0312-0000______ GY as MARTIAL ART ____
2019.0312-0900 Gomu Yoku as Martial Art
2019.0312-0930=ai= Speculating on Gomu Yoku as a Martial Art
2019.0312-1000(px)=ai= Is Gomu Yoku a martial art
2019.0312-1030=ai= Similarities between Gomu Yoku, yoga, and Tai Chi
2019.0312-1100=ai= Gomu Yoku, yoga, and Tai Chi
2019.0411-0925=ai= Experience Design - Directing your own movie.
2019.0415-0900=ai= How can kinky sex promote Individuation?
2019.0501-0900 Gomu Yoku is Fetishamanism
2019.0502-0900=ai= Thalia opens a shipment
2019.0504-0227=ai= Working in Latex as Gomu Yoku
2019.0504.0910(px)=ai= Housework in Latex: A Sensory Journey
2019.0612-0900=ai= Effect of latex on Thalia's moods and energy
2019.0721-0900=ai= Does wearing a latex suit create electrical capacitance?
2019.0908-0800 Significance of setting SMART goals
2017.7.0127-0900=ai= A Yoga of Rubber Fetish - A Path to RubberFLOW
2020: WHY - RASP - Rubbering As a Spiritual Practice
2017.7.0223-0908=ai= Rubber Fetish is Shamanism
2020.0 Spirituality is not something one finds; it is something one becomes
2020.0100-0900=ai= Explain Spirituality & Relate to Rubber Fetish
2020.0000 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
2020.0101-0110 WHY - RASP - Rubbering As a Spiritual Practice
2020.0101-0900=ai= Rubber fetish as a spiritual practic
2020.0101-0930-ai- What is spirituality?
2020.0103-0000 _________ Deep Rubber Fetish Spirituality
2020.0103-1100 =ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
2020.0103-1118=ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
2020.0103-1135=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
2020.0103-1145 Spirituality is a *Quest* to become *all* that you truly areSpirituality** is a Quest* to become *all* that you truly are
2020.0103-1200 =ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
2020.0103-1214=aI= Grand Theory of how rubber fetish can be "spiritual".
2020.0103-1300 =ai= Grande Theory of Rubber Fetish Spirituality
2020.0103-1400 =ai= Grande Theory of Rubber Fetish Spirituality
2020.0103-1500=AI= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
2020.0103-1510=AI= Explain "rubber fetish spirituality"
2020.0103-1520=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
2020.0103-1530=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
2020.0103-1600=ai= What is 'Rubber Spirituaity'?
2020.0103-1610=ai= What is 'Rubber Spirituaity'?
2020.0103-1620=ai= Spirituality of Rubber Fetish (px)
2020.0103-1630=ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
2020.0103-1700=ai= How can a fetish become spiritual?
2020.0103-1715=ai= Grand Theory of how rubber fetish can be "spiritual"
2020.0103-1805=ai= How is Thalia's fetish practice 'spiritual'?
2020.0103-1900-=ai= explain how HITEz could be an instrument of spirituality
2020.0103-1216=ai= A 'spirituality of deep rubber fetish'
2020.0104-0900=ai= How is Thalia's fetish practice 'spiritual'?
2020.0104-0900=ai= mysticism, tantra, shamaninism and existentialism
2020.0104=ai= mysticism, tantra, shamanism and existentialism
2020.0105-0900=ai= Thalia & Lorraine explore idea of Deep Rubber
2020.0116-0220=ai= How can a rubber fetish be 'Erotic Mystical Shamanism'
2020.0116-0745=ai= How can a rubber fetish be 'Erotic Mystical Shamanism'.
2020.0121-0900=ai= Mysticism, tantra, shamaninism and existentialism
2020.0121-0910=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
2020.0121-0920=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
2020.0124=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
2020.0127-0900=ai= How HITEz relate to a spiritual journey
2020.0128
2020.0130 ________ Rubberine/Rubberite __________
2020.0130-0800 What is an Anchorite?
2020.0130-0900 The Concept of Nunk-hood is central RASP
2020.0130-0900=ai= "Rubberite" vs "Anchorite"?
2020.0130-0900=ai= Rubberite is both a noun and an adjective
2020.0130-0901=ai= Explain "Rubberite"
2020.0130-0932=ai= Becoming a Rubberite.
2020.0130-1407=ai= How/why become a RubberNaut Anchorite
2020.0208-0900(px) What is Rubber Centricism?
2020.0200 MYSTICISM
2020.0200--1035-=ai= The Mysticism of Deep Rubber Fetish
2020.0200-0900=ai= A mystical experience
2020.0208-0910=ai= Mysticism and Deep Rubber Fetish
2020.0208-0920=ai= Thalia's Rubber Mysticism
2020.0211-0900=ai= How Deep rubber fetish connects to mysticism
2020.0214-0900=ai= Mysticism and Rubber Fetish
2020.0214-1000=ai= Rubber-mysticism
2020.0209BF My catsuit is my Monastery
2020.0217-0239(px) Thalia's new suit
2020.0220-0900 It's all about PRESENCE ****
2020.0301-0900=ai= Rubber as catalyst to consciousness
2020.0301=ai= How HITEz can be an instrument of a spiritual practice
2020.0302_______ TANTRIC SHAMANISM ______
2020.0121-0830=ai= Explain Tantric Shamanism
2020.0121-0835=ai= Explain Tantric Shamanism
2020.0121-0930=ai= Tantra/shamanism
2020.0302-0800 A Technologist of Altered States of Consciousness
2020.0302-0900 =ai= Shamanism, tantra and rubber fetish
2020.0302-0930=ai= Adapting core shamanism to rubber fetishism
2020.0302-1130=ai= shamanism and tantra
2020.0820-0900=ai= Tantric Rubber Fetish
2020.0820-0900=ai= What is Tantra
2020.0305-1200 (px) A Whole New Realm of Value{@25.0118}
2020.0309-0812 Tantra! Foundation of Sacred Sex
2020.0321-0900 =ai= Resonator of the Soul - Unveiling Rubber
2020.0507-1902 James' brother was a monk in a monastery
2020.0512-0900 Fetish as Advocation
2020.0608-0943 ESSAY: Latexistentialism - Unveiling the Meaningful Dimensions of Fetish
2020.0609-0930=ai= How Fetish can be Shammanic influence
2020.0609-0900=ai= How Fetish can be Shammanic influence
2020.0609-0930=ai= How Fetish can be Shammanic influence
2020.0822-0900=ai= Rubber fetish as a 'resonator of the soul'
2020.0822-0910=ai= Rubber fetish as a 'resonator of the soul'
2020.0825-0900(px) House of Mirrors
2020.0826-0900=ai= sitting before a mirror in nadu
2020.1117-0900 Have I 'offiicially' self-actualized?
2020.1201-1300 RASP ties it all together
2020.1207-0900 OTR concept hatched
2020.1231-0000 Well, did you learn anything?
2020.1231-2400 Dear Marla -- the last emil.{@25.0118
2020.1418-0900 SEED Going so far into my fetish.
30.00 META - Appendix
30.0032-0900=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.0032-0910=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.0032-0920=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.1 ____________ SYNOPSES ___________
30.0 =ai= Review of BR draft
30.5.2000 analyse and review the entire 'Becoming Rubber' story
30.2___ DRAMATIS PERSONAE ___
30.2.0100-0900=ai= META - Character profiles and relationships
30.2.0101 THALIA character
30.2.0102 JAMES - Primary characteristics of James:
30.2.0103 LORRAINE
30.2.0104 HENRY
30.2.0105 HEVEA
30.2.105-0900 Shamanic influence
30.2.105 Hevea (The Fetish)
30.3. 00 _______LEXICON________
30.4.00 __||||| ORDEALS |||||____
2018.0710-0000__ FUCK BOX ___
2018.0710-0000 =ai= The Sybian (notes about)
2018.0710-0059 See more descriptions of Sybians in 30.0500
2018.0710-0900=ai= Fuckbox
2018.0710-0900=ai= The FuckBox
2018.0710-0910=ai= Fuckbox
2018.0710-0920=ai= Fuckbox
2018.0710-1331 The FuckBox Fantasy
2018.1013-0910=ai= Sybian training
2018.1013-1040=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1055=ai= Micro-perf hood
2018.1013-1502=ai= The Sybian (Fucking my brains out)
2018.1013-1524=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1528=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1533=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1541=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1550=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1550=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1553=ai= The Sybian
2018.1013-1554=ai= The Sybian
30.5 ______GEAR & EQUIPMENT_____
2018.1013-1500=ai= The Sybian
30.5.0200-0900=ai= Describe Sybian Orgasm. Detailed
30.5.1001=ai= Describe MotorBunny vs Sybian Orgasms
30.5.1005=ai= Describe Sybian Orgasm
30.5.1034=ai= Invent and design a sex machine
30.6 MISC
30.6-1 Determining the age of an elderly woman (chart)
30.6-2 Brief Age Estimation Guide for Elderly Women
30.7
30.6.100 Is this well written?
2040.00 RETIRED or assimi
40-2017.7.213-0800=ai=A general T
40-2017.7.213-0805 First time see
40-2017.7.213-0807 Gimpness as an
40-2017.7.213-0810=ai=A general T
40-2017.7.213-0815(px)=ai=A gener
40-2017.7.213-0900=ai= Gimpness
40-2017.7.0214-0900(px) =ai= What is 'heavy rubber'?

17.0201-1100 Hevea is a part of me

@25.0830-0953.99 Atx

Hevea is a part of me.

How can I be a whole person if she is not fully present?

She is part of who I am.

Hevea is a metaphor and a construct of my own will and imagination.

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